Not looking forward to it!

I went out to get a wedding present for one of my former students who is getting marry at the end of this month. Fortunately, the shopping center has a loan facility for scooter for the disabled. Truth is, I am not prepared to be in the public, let alone to catch up with ‘friends’ at the wedding dinner. But I don’t want to disappoint my former student and it is an honour to be invited to be a part of such an important life event.

It’s freezing here in Summer. There was hail storm earlier today too. I am feeling tired and demotivated! And I still haven’t done any packing for today. I need to get everything packed before going to bed tonight. Tomorrow will be flying off – sigh!

Against My Free Will

In another 4 days, I will have to leave this wonderful land of Oz and to return to the land of hell!

My presence here was unplanned this time. It happened one late night – a week ago. I went online and bought the next available flight. It was just unbearable to be separated with my loved ones. I just had to come back. But now, I am dreading the moment having to leave again.

Can I not leave? Why are we always been forced and placed in a situation against our free will?