Listen!

At times like this I really pray and wish to have a doctor that would shut his/her trap and listen up! This is one department which I think they failed to learn in medic school. All of whom I have encountered are either too proud, too busy, or simply don’t care.
What good would it do for the patients if doctors pay no attention and effort in listening to them?
How many of you out there come across a medical practitioner that truly listen to your woes and not just half heartedly hear your voice during consultation?

Staphylococcus Aureus

Another day. Still all stress out with my current infection. Completed 4 swab tests and 2 scaling tests. A biopsy is scheduled for next month. It’s all pain with zero joy.

Autumn Blues

I am discharged from the ER after staying overnight in the observation ward. I am very exhausted and demotivated. I didn’t manage to catch any sleep at all while I was there.

I feel lost and saddened by the words of my naturopath which was thrown at me. I do not wanna discussed it here but nonetheless I am still very sad. Her words and behaviour making me having many thoughts to whether continue with her medication or not. I guess when you have lost respect with a medicine person, it would be hard to have anything to deal with the person anymore.

I would still need to return to the hospital tomorrow. I am referred to the dermatologist this time. I am praying hard that no steroid medicine will ever be prescribed to me, again!

I could feel all the negative energy is around me. Feeling sad, worry about serious matters the most. I am lost of words …

Sleepless in the hospital

Lying in the hospital’s bed waiting for the specialist for ages. Wondering what would it be? Itchy, agony, swelling, weeping, sleepless in the not so quiet ward at the hospital.

Bad start

Life has been extremely challenging for me this year. It has only been two months into 2014 and I find myself having trouble coping with the demands and suffering that have been offered to me so far. So much so that I have neglected my blog during this time.

One important piece of information I gathered during my course of medical help recently is that I have staph infection. In fact, there are heavily growing on my palm now. Only God knows how much of this bugger is in my immune system. Most importantly is that this bacteria has been in me for quite sometime. It has manifested in the form of arthritis pain in the past – this is very likely the cause to my sudden tendonitis problem. And now its’ manifestation takes the form of eczema. My eczema becomes worse the moment I stopped using steroid. The rebound effect of steroid is hellish. And now with the heavily growth infection on me – is just unbearably torturous.